Friday, June 24, 2011

He's Having a Birthday!

It's true...my boy....my first born....He's having a Birthday! This baby came into my life and saved it. He came as the sweetest most wonderful little chunk of Heaven that ever was.
He loves so unconditionally and so freely. He is truly an angel in disguise.
Even when his Daddy tricked him into thinking that he got a potato for his birthday....you know, because Dad and Mom were too broke to buy him anything....he was OK with it. Seriously, not one tear or wail of, "It's not fair!" Nothing. Just. "OK....can I use this for it's hat?"
He is always the first in line for a road trip....especially if it involves visiting family. He loves his family and is always looking for ways to spend time with everyone.
I really couldn't be more proud of the man he has become. He is 21 years old tomorrow. He will be home in 24 more days. After two years of faithful service he has transformed into the man I always knew he would be. I love you Kevin.....we all do. Happy Birthday, my baby boy. I can't wait to see what more the future holds for you.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Wild Wild Weather

A wild storm passed through the Omaha Metro area last night. What started as gray skies and calm winds ended in wide-spread panic and wind gusts of 75 and 80 mph.
Jim and I try to walk in the evening. We had gone out to dinner with some friends and so we were late in getting out there. We decided that we wouldn't go around the lake and risk getting caught in the rain so far from home. Good choice.
When we started our walk it just looked like a normal rain storm. We couldn't see a ridge cloud that usually precedes a major (scary) storm. We stopped at the top edge of the subdivision looking out over the corn fields that typify Nebraska. We commented on how slow the storm seemed to be moving and that we had plenty of time to make it home.
As we picked up our pace a bit, the ridge appeared and was moving fast. It was as if it was stalking us, angry at our flippant attitude toward it. The clouds were rolling and swirling, bubbling like the brew in a witches cauldron. It really was scary.
I did manage to text my daughter and tell her to take some pictures. So she went out on our front porch and started snapping away. At one point our sweet and well intentioned neighbor came out and told her she needed to get inside. At that point my over-anxious daughter started to panic. Where were her parents. If it was indeed that important for her to be in.....why weren't her parents.
The clouds started to circle and for a minute it looked like the forming funnel might break lose and reach for the ground. It was massive and would have taken out houses for miles around. Luckily it held tight to the heavens and we were spared.
If you look straight out from my front porch you'll see a big hill. As soon as we were at the base of that hill the tornado sirens started to wail. My heart leaped into my throat as my panic level reached it's limit. I could see my house....but I was still so far away.
The wind was roaring in my ears and the wail of the tornado siren was feeding my panic and all I could think to do was run. Now....I'm not a runner. Never have been. But I tell you what....the sight of my daughter, alone on the porch (worried about her poor Mama) and the anxiety of not knowing what was really coming....When I say I ran....I RAN! Full out.
I had no pony tail, so it was hard to see....no sports bra (TMI?)...luckily I was wearing my running shoes, but I didn't need them because I flew. My sweet hubby had crossed the street and was running as well. Low and behold...this non-runner, (fueled by fear and the overwhelming need to protect and comfort my daughter)became a runner. My daughter couldn't see me only her Dad and that added to her panic. She called my phone but I didn't hear it. If you look really closely at the picture below you'll see us. The white speck and the pink speck at the base of the hill.....that is the hubby and I.
By the time we reached the house it was raining. There was a gal that had been out for her evening run and happens to live on the other side of the hill. But with the sirens going off she asked if she could duck in our house with us. Her name is Ellen and is a nice lady who had a 9 year old son and a 74 year old Mom waiting for her to return. We let her use our phone to call them and then we waited. When the wind slowed a bit and the clouds just looked like clouds, Jim drove her home and we returned to life as usual. Lesson learned.....just because it looks like a harmless little thunder storm doesn't mean it is. Stay close to home and if you do leave....well.....just don't get too far from home.

Friday, June 17, 2011

Flashback Friday

Technically....I'm in this photo. These are my parents. This was taken in March the year I was born (in June). She looks 6 months pregnant.....right? Happy Father's Day Dad.....a little early....Thanks for putting up with all the trials that fatherhood brought to you. Looks like it all turned out great!!

Monday, June 13, 2011

Finding a Good Balance

Just a couple of quick things for you today. Portion control....who doesn't struggle with it once in a while. Well, this is my almond jar. I reuse this particular jar every time. See the foil seal that has been strategically left behind? Well it really does serve a purpose.
A handful of almonds should be about 14 almonds. This way if my hand can't fit back out of the hole.....there are too many almonds in it. Crazy, I know....but idiot proof tabs really are my thing.
I couldn't help but show you these. I have two baby tomatoes! WOOHOO!!
I can't tell you how excited I am. This year, I planted two plants in a pot on my deck. I am very, very excited. There are a lot of blossoms on the plants so I will be sure to have tomatoes a plenty!
No crafting for me lately. I've been a little busy. See....I got a Fitbit. My life has changed. No really, it has. I am trying to be more active. It sets a daily goal of 10,000 steps. To reach it (and lets be serious...I always try for at least 15,000 now) I have to keep moving. I love to craft, and I will find a place for it again, but right now I love to Zumba more. So....my friends....keep moving to the beat in your head (doesn't everyone have a personal sound track?) and do what you love.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Learning From Trial

We know that we are sent to this earth to be tested and tried. Our goal is to learn from our trials and return to our Heavenly Father with the ability to say "I did all I could do....and here is what I learned." I have been struggling a bit lately with the learning part. I get a little down some times....a little "poor me". So I've tried to look back on some of the learns I have picked up along the way. Here's a quick break down of the highlights....
2007: Trial...We picked up all we owned and moved to Minnesota. We knew no one.
Learn....We made amazing friends and grew closer as a family.
2008: Trial...My sweet Mom, my best friend, passed away. Devastated.
Learn....There is healing in faith and good friends. Never underestimate the power of family.
2009 Trial: Kevin left to serve a 2 year mission for our church. Mama's boy....how I miss him.
Learn....The joy of service and seeing my baby boy mature into a fine man.
2010: Trial....Moved (again) this time to Nebraska...(where?)Missing friends in MN as well as family.
Learn...Military families are amazing. I have learned so much about being flexible and resilient.
2011: Trial....Too many to list at the moment....
Learn....Still working on that one.....
But at least Kevin will be home soon (about 6 weeks) and my family will be under one roof again....for now. The last four years have been such a roller coaster ride. I have tried to learn lessons along the way that will help me become a better wife, mother, sister and friend. I'm sure that I have missed the point a few times and will have to retry a few of the trials....rats....but I am trying to take comfort in the fact that I am still standing. (Well, not right now...now I am sitting in a pool of my own sweat as I have just returned from Zumba) But the point is....some times we get so down on ourselves. We lose sight of the fact that since we are still here....still trying....that is a victory in it's self. So today I will work on putting a muzzle on that nasty Inner Critic. You know that voice in your head that tells you how you have previously or are now failing. I will focus more on the things I have learned....and moving through the trials one at a time, as they come, instead of always wondering what could possibly come next. Today I will celebrate small victories and stop focusing on things (that obviously, no matter how hard I try) I can't change. So who's with me? Are you up for it? Can you focus on the positive....This is one of my favorite quotes, "Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." That Christopher Robin.....one smart guy. So, learn from your trials (and mistakes) and be gentle to yourself. That's all.....


Except for this quote for Nae....
"My spelling is Wobbly. It's good spelling but it Wobbles, and the letters get in the wrong places."
Winnie the Pooh

It made me smile and think of you. ;)