Another Class

Just to let you all know....I am still alive. I am still sore...more than ever. But this morning I got out of bed and went to class. Not only did I show up....I worked out. I still used weights and I still tried to look like I wasn't actually dying. My good friends keep telling me that it will get better. I really hope so. I know it will all be worth it in a month or two. I just have to stick with it. Not something I am known for. But luckily for me I am pretty stubborn when I want to be. I don't want ANYBODY to be able to say..."I knew you wouldn't keep going". I am going to try to use humor to stay motivated and keep things in perspective. I can do this. I can.

A Chicken in the Kitchen

Yes, I do decorate with chickens. I find their rustic qualities quite charming. But today I thought you all would appreciate a good belly laugh at my expense. I thought I was probably a bit out of shape. I can go at a fair clip on the elliptical for a solid 30 minutes. I can walk at a steady pace on hilly terrain for an hour or so without whining. So I thought this new exercise class would make me a bit sore and then I would be fine. Well, today I am reduced to pecking at the key board with a straw because I can no longer use any of the muscles in my arms or legs without severe pain. I am talking about pain that I have never experienced in all of my 35 plus years. To get into my car this morning to drive to the gyno was more than I could handle without a couple of mild expletives. And when she (Dr. Gyno) asked me to scoot a bit toward her on the table...I just wanted to laugh....and then cry. I tell you...I am embarrassed at the state I have let this mortal body decline to. And at this moment in time I am silently praying that Heavenly Father will just take it back as punishment. But...I think he knows that a better consequence will be for me to have to endure this pain and the anguish of getting this body back into the shape it was meant to be in all along. Rats. I really do hate natural consequences. So as you go about your day today...slip in a little vigorous exercise....maybe a few sets of lunges. Trust me....you don't want to look like a chicken with a coke habit pecking at the key board. ouch

What Have I Done?

I got up this morning and went to an exercise class that my friends have been doing since February. They have loved it and noticed changes in their physical appearances. Until summer started, the classes have been in the evening. Not my favorite work-out time. In fact I usualy talk myself out of every work-out that begins after I have showered for the day.It's just how I roll. Due to the enormous popularity of the class it is always full. I didn't get to join in the fun until someone dropped out. Let me just tell you that it is called Body Boot Camp. Should have been a warning....really. As I am typing this I have do so lying down. Why....because all my muscles have turned to jelly and I can't feel anything except pain. hhhmmmmm....All I can say is it's a dang good thing that I have been going to the Y a little bit this summer. I wouldn't even have made it out of the little room in the basement where the class is held. Who knew there could possibly be SO many stairs. The music was great, the instructor....fantastic, support from my friends....undeniable. The shaking muscles, the sweaty...everything, the red face, the gelatinous form I have become....not so nice. I think for today I will sit and sip water and have a steady in take of Advil. Maybe blink a few times...as that is the only movement that doesn't cause distress. Maybe by Wednesday morning I will be able to get dressed and do it again.....maybe.

Happy birthday to my mom (from jo)

Happy birthday mom. Your not only my mom but my best friend. I'm so happy that we have a relationship that we have. I can go to you for everything and you give me the best advice. I feel bad for those who do not have an awesome mom like you. Thank you for everything, without you i would be a very sad girl. We have the best of times and i hope when i have a little girl she will want to be my best friend. Happy birthday to the most fabulous mother ever :D

The Birthday Boy

My baby boy turns 19 today. In our church that is a pretty big deal for a young man. Why, you ask? Well, because when a young man turns 19 they are eligible to leave home for two years to serve the Lord. They are not required to do this. It's a choice they must make pretty early on in their lives. Not just anyone can go. Those who wish to go must have kept themselves morally clean, they need to be in the habit of obeying the word of wisdom (no alcohol, no tobacco, no drugs, no tea or coffee) and they must be willing to leave their families and pay their way for two years while they allow the Lord to mold them into the men they are supposed to be.
When Kevin was one year old we never would have guessed that the path we were on would lead us here. The choices Kevin has made through his whole life have kept him on that path. He has always been a really good kid. For the most part he has made really good choices. But he really wasn't sure a mission was in his future. It is a big commitment. We wanted to be sure Kev was making this decision because it was something he wanted to do....not something he was doing because it was expected. While I have been talking with Kevin this week, he has reassured several times that this is something he is doing because he wants to.
Kevin has always loved being with his family. If there was a family party or a trip to visit a distant relative, Kevin was so there. He just loves anything to do with family. Leaving for two years is a sacrifice for him in many ways, but the biggest for him, will be missing out on all the family activities that he loves.
We will write to him, of course....e-mail and snail mail. We can talk to him on Christmas and Mother's Day. He will be protected and watched out for (my Mom will be able to watch over him as his personal guardian angel)....but he will be without his family for the most part.
Of course you all know how I feel about my kids. You may not know that I was very young when I had Kevin. I do feel like he was sent to me to give me something positive to focus on. He was my angel. We have grown up together....sometimes I have wondered who is the parent and who is the child. This boy with the smile that lights up even my dreariest days has been a lifesaver on more than one occasion. I'm not saying that our relationship hasn't had it's fair share of bumps. We have had some epic battles. But one thing I love about Kevin is that he doesn't hold a grudge. He probably won't even remember what we fought about 2 days later. He just lets it go.
Watching him grow into a thoughtful, sensitive, strong young man has been such a gift. He is talented and funny. He is kind and generous. He is so fabulous that I can hardly wait to see how much more fantastic he will become.
I love the tender hearted little boy that my Heavenly Father trusted me with 19 years ago. I can not imagine my life without him in it. Forever he will be my friend and I will be there to cheer him on through whatever life throws at him. He is a gift. He is 19.
Happy Birthday, my little man. I love you more than words can say and I am so proud to be your Mama.

Just Visiting

Our guests this week are the Palmer Family from Idaho Falls, ID. We met them while we both lived in the same hood in Rigby. Our boys found instant friendship...as did Jackie and I. We have endured many things together over the years. I am so thankful for their friendship. While they have been here the boys have done a lot of fishing and horsing around while Jackie and I have enjoyed just hanging out.
We took the boys to one of the lakes here in town to cool off a bit. They loved it and ended up throwing the lake weeds at each other. In typical boy fashion....it didn't end until someone got a mouth full.....ick.
They also played Rock Band. The little trash talkers....such big talk about wiping the floor with me....until it came time for me to stomp them. Then they just wanted to be a "boy band"....weinees!! Anyhoo....it has been a really fun week. I will get a pic of their whole fam some time today. We are going to brave one of the bigger lakes in the area for some boating. Should be a good time.

Code Black

What is a Code Black you ask?? Well, a Code Black happens when you are grocery shopping at the Wal-Mart, minding your own business when a nice but stern employee descends on you (and everyone else) in the cereal aisle and informs you that there is life threatening weather outside. If you will just leave your carts there (but please bring your purses....gasp...as if I would leave it there!) and proceed to the back of the store we will wait out the storm together. Pause here to insert the sound of a needle scratching over a record. STORM?!?! What storm. When Kev and I entered the store there were no gray ominous clouds suspended over head. Granted, it wasn't the sunny summer weather I have been hoping for...but still not even close to life threatening. So being the rule keeper that I am I followed the crowd to the back of the store. Not overly comfortable with the situation...but not ready to make a scene and demand they set me free....I wait. It is starting to get really warm in the back of the store. You would never guess how many people are in the Wal-mart on a Thursday afternoon until we are all crammed in the electronic section. And on a side note...is the electronic section the most ideal section for us to be during a thunder storm with golf ball size hail and lightning and tornado producing winds?? hhhmmm All I can picture is the hail coming through the sky lights and the lightning causing all the TV's to spark and then explode and the tornado pulling the roof off and exposing us to the sucking power of the F5 that is surely outside. But maybe that's just me. The longer we stand there the warmer we are getting. My feet are getting sore and I just want to be done...I'm over it. The very nice lady standing quite close to us is giving us updates from her son and hubby who are across town. They do have the big hail...but don't worry her son told her. He is in the beer cooler at his place of employment. He thinks it would be OK to have the storm last all day.....ish...kids!! So without any weather induced drama, the call for ALL cashiers to return to the front of the store is sent out. The rest of us are confused about what that means for us...so we start to return to our carts. We suppose if Wal-Mart deems it safe for the employees to return to their daily schedule we should be safe doing the same. Kev and I finish the shopping and high tail it out of there....in case there is another storm. We were anticipating long lines...nope...every single check-out lane was open. I thought that only happened on the day after Thanksgiving. huh. While walking outside Kev and I notice a disturbing lack of storm damage...anywhere. We then decide it was just a huge prank played on us by those pesky, bored Wal-Mart employees who wanted to punish us for interrupting their game of "how to look busy so you don't have to help anyone". Fast forward to 6:00 last night and I find myself in a similar situation. Only this time I am home listening to the weather station telling me that a tornado producing storm is headed my way. The siren in town went off...but the storm was really far out, so we didn't hurry to the basement. We watched TV for a while and watched the storm tracker on the internet and I was on facebook and all of a sudden....the sky was black and the trees were whipping around and things were crashing outside and my son grabs the video camera and he and Jim head outside....again...please insert needle scratching followed by silence here. Idiots. We didn't hear the sirens....probably because the wind was howling at 79 miles per hour. And where are my protectors, the guys who keep me calm....the idiots are outside. Unbelievable. Oh well. If a tree had fallen on them...I had already decided that I was just going to leave them out there. Ok...maybe not...but then again....it had already been one of those days.